Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Today suck-ed. i had to take bus then, walk back home from my bus-stop under this type of stupidly hot sky. *middle fingers* it's like you're able to fry an egg with earth being your frying pan.

Sch gets worst everyday. lit was in the audi which made me sleep & was caught having a conversation with my cher after class...she asked me what was taught... thank goodness i was able to recite almost every single point she stated . Well, i was half a sleep not fully. for the whole day, i only slept in lit class. Hunny & i was laughing the hell out of ourselves in bio class. Then, the rest was nothing more than listening. after sch we had lunch followed by home. feels wonderful to be back home after a day's torture. esp when you have to walk under the hot sun. gives me headache ): .

Ytd was suntec with b after sch. It was a total surprise coz i wasn't expecting him to be able to meet me ytd. suntec-ing was fun along with the stupid tings we do. (:

im tireddddddddddd.

so, yes.filthy eyes just gawks at us. scans us through the crowd to spot us inorder to hide that face from our sight. oh, so you think we're really THAT blind to have not spotted you from a distance? hell no! what's with your face turning all pale... i thought you liked to pretend you're strong enough & you'll just talk really loud when you see the passing crowd. what happened? were you "pretending to turn a blind eye" when in actual fact, you're just too timind OR, would you admit that you're scared? you think you're big? maybe, you're a big slut, not having the standard to be a bitch.

if this is mean, think again bout what you did.

-nics-

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;