Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Friday, June 01, 2007

Too immune to the pain & shame, Laying the blade on my skin so smoothly it painted the silent darkness with lines of dripping red blood.

neither the five letter s-o-r-r-y nor the tears i dropped will ever display you the perfect picture of guilt & pain that's in me for what have betided. only, my heart with the perfect description of how i really feel will open your eyes to let you realise how bad i'm feeling. If i have the chance, i'll rip my heart out just for you.

-nics-

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;