Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

I'm a happy happy girl thou im missing joanne )): . i sent her off today & it's the very first time i've felt like that. she's like the closest to me apart from my mummy. i tell her almsot everything that was bothering me & all. now, she's in malaysia, i heard her through the phone & she was at the verge of breaking down ): . BAHHH!

i woke up very early to send joanne off. & i went home, jogged & slept awhile till mummy came back at around 3.30 after her meeting with aunt. We both decided to head to town along with lil michelle for dinner since joanne isn't home.

On the way to town, B called to ask if i was able to meet him ((((: . super happy coz i'm able to see him today =D . Mummy, michelle & i waited for B. Then, mum & mich left to meet aunty who was also at town area. =D

i looked at b while he had his dinner coz i already had mine. later on, we roamed around orchard, heading to far east for some long sleeves but, we couldn't find any. ): Instead, we got ringssss (:

tehehehe.

When the clock strikes & the sun sets, when i strip off my beautiful clothes & take off my make up, i'm just another girl born in this world.

i have everything a girl has.

i want things girls want.

i fall in & out of love.

But, i have never thought that i'll feel as special as you make me feel.

I love you & never will i want anyone to take all this away.

i know how much pain i've gotten you into, i wouldn't want this to happen anymore.

Coz, this love grows more everyday as i fall deeper.

i dn't care what they say as long as i know i love you.

-nics-

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;