Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Sunday, July 01, 2007

ange jsut cheered me up through the phone (: . & AGAIN, ANGELA & NESSA MAKES ME HAPPY!!

yes, i guess so. I AM ME, I CAN ONLY BE ME! I SAW WHAT YOU SAID & NOTHING BEATS THAT. YOU THINK I DON'T KNOW BUT I SAW IT. I DIDN'T SEE IT COMING , I SAW IT RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES. THANKS. I TELL MYSELF TIME OVER TIME, I TRY TO DISBELIEVE WHAT YOU SAID. OH MY GOD ! IT'S GETTING ON MY FUCKING NERVES. YOU KNOW WHAT? I TRIED TO PLAY NICE BUT SOMETIMES, PEOPLE DO NOT DESERVE ME TO PLAY NICE TO THEM. IF YOU TELL ME YOU'RE TIRED, IM TIRED TOO YOU KNOW?

FUCK YOU!

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;