"do not complain" My mum's not convienced that i'm sick even when my nose was dripping like a water tap...err, is still dripping like a water tap now. My head was spinning under the hot sun that was blazing through the windows of the cab & the air conditioning in the cab wasn't good enough to keep the heat away from the surface of my body. I was already unwell this morning but i managed to get up & make my legs bring me to school. I thought medication would be fine but nooooooo, i was falling asleep time to time when i had the chance to rest my head on the table. I only woke up when the teacher says "do not sleep in my class". that phrase has been echo-ing in my mind the whole day while i was in school.

My whole body is weak. i can barely walk properly. my legs aren't able to carry me much longer & i think the medicines are eating my energy away, slowly. I still have sch tmr which is a total turn off . i tried convincing my mum that i was unwell but she just told me to go to sch. Everytime i voiced out to her that i was unwell, she'll tell me she knew that i planned to skip school the day before. wtf. i don't plan my days to fall sick do i ? i do not foresee that the flu bug's gonna catch me. If i do i'll take precautions... i rather be well than unwell even if it means attending sch. Being unwell sucks but, nicole always has stories to tell inorder to escape school. that's all you really hear isn't it? you dnt see nicole telling stories on how sick she is to not want to go out, do you? Maybe occasionally.

tuition was alright for once & my teacher even asked if i went to the doctor...she told me i should But, my mum doesn't wana bring me. she says we've got medicines at home. *screams & runs ard* i'm being a bitch coz i can't convience mum that i'm sick. There's math & chinese tuition homework to be done as soon as possible.

i'm falling off the cliff already coz, i just realised i was either sleeping/dreaming all the way in bio classes for this half a year. i'm sorry i cant help it when the techer's really boring & she reads right frm the text having us to underline every single word frm it. it's like memorizing the whole of my bio text for exams. it's ludicrious. really. I think my bio teacher wants to meet up with my parents or smth since she've been asking for my name lately. & that really pisses me off. what more? you see her 7 periods a week which is like having her everyday for at least an hr. school's time table is a chaos coz they squeeze bio & chem tgt. everytime when there's chem...it also means you've gotta see your bio teacher. bio isn't boring it's the tecaher that makes it boring. i can pass bio even if i studied it at home. * grumbles* I really do not knw if i'll have to retain this year. i dnt hope for that to happen. *scratches head* i've been really packed with sutff lately & i barely have the time to take dinner with my family or, even take the time to bathe before 10. this education sucks.

I'm really irritated with this whole being sick thing & not being able to convience my mum bout it... what irritated me more is one slut. Please, wash your dirty hands off me & fuck off with your so called "creative spirit". at least i dnt make a bowl of artificial shit out of myself. Do not... & i meant DO NOT disturb me every now & then or, everytime you feel like i'm not a fucking doll for you to disturb. don't msg me & tell me that you were just wondering coz, IT'S O-B-V-I-O-U-S that you were trying to dig some shit out of me. i'm telling you, NOT WORKING. big enough? continue to antagonize me or something one day you'll get what you deserve. oh, no i woldn't do anything i'll just wait and see. i have absolute no time to disturb you.

B just told me he smells like orange because of is bathein foam HAHAHAH. &, he's going to bed while i finish up my homework (:

-nics-