Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Friday, July 27, 2007

For a few days in every month, you'll hear me shouting at home for some reasons: coz i felt like it. coz when they cnt hear me, i feel very irritated. coz i can't stand it when they mess up my room. & most of all.... COZ I'M HAVING MOOD SWINGS. well, every girl would understand why (: .

Dad's back & i think he's fucking unresonable to tell my mum off when i was too lazy to take a shower at the moment. i mean... it's not mum's fault anyway? she din teach me NOT to bathe right?! Now, mum's complaining to me which is making me feel very irritated.

i shall turn in early today so i'll be able to have enough sleep since i haven't been having quite enough this whole week. i've been surrounded with things that suddenly pop out of my mind & sets me thinking for the whole night.

i seriously hate people who stares at me for no reasons & i probably think that people doesn't like others to stare at them for no reasons as well (: right? what more? some people stare at you & when you look at them, they'll tell you off. wtf? you weren't even the one staring... they were *points fingers to whatever direction*

i'm ... not okay farily obvious (:

-nics-

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;