Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

for once after my june holidays, i sat down with the family for dinner & i realised how happy my grandparents were to see me having a place on the dinning table. Even my mum who didn't seem to mind me not having dinner with the family had a smile on her face when she saw me eatting. I know how much my family wants to see me spending time with them... But sometimes, i get so worked up with things that i do not even realise how much they want me there.

It makes me feel that i've never done enough for my family; for those who seem not to care but need me in a way or another. sometimes you just need to crawl out of your comfort zone to see how people around you needs you. How much they'll appreciate it with just a dinner with them.

today was school & sarah wasn't beside me coz she's sick. art homework dued but not done. so... Sch was boring as usual. But after sch was Parkway with angela & renessa (((: . finally after so long. We shopped ard, ate & stuff then back to home coz we all were tired & wanted to head for bed once we reach home ((: teheeh.

i'm going off tale a nappppp. =D

Labels: A family + the two best people in the whole world as my best friends + a wonderful boyfriend.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;