Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Monday, July 30, 2007

i'm pretty restless now & i rushed home frm sch coz i stained my beautiful uniform. i'm in love with gloomy bear which i couldn't seem to find. the toy shop in wheelocks doesn't have it... anymore. neither does parkway. ): it's getting lesser & lesser. i know the black one is limited edition. kind of out of stock already so, i'm searching for my pink one. but, of course it'll be nice if they had a black one.

my mood swings are getting on my nerves & i saw something that really made me angry. it's getting me agitated whenever i think of it.

It's okay when you do not need me around at times but, do remember, i've always needed you... only if you'd realise.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;