Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Saturday, July 07, 2007

Renessa requested for pictures on how i'll look tnight to have a preview of how i'll look on my wedding day --, . WEDDING DAY.

Wldn't be seeing B today coz, he just woke up & is very tired... still.

Baby: You make me feel safe when you're around (:

I'm mother fucking bored now. it's a wonderful day today. why? coz it's 070707. & there're so many couples getting married today. amazingly amazing. the government should be really happy bout this coz, more marriage= more sex. more sex= more babies. That was a lil, direct but, it's true rightt? the reason i'm attending the weeding dinner tonight is coz, i get to go shopping few days back for everything i need & i took the chance to get what i really wanted instead of looking ard for a dress for tonight's. *grins*

i'm going to wear heels &, it's echoing in my mind that i'm gonna get blisters for no good reason ): . Not that i've never worn heels before... But, it's just that, i haven't been wearing heels for a long time. The best thing is, i'm gonna tower my mummy coz, i'm already taller than her...adding on to the super high heels i'm gonna wear. i'm going to get high tonight. i'm going to meet people i've never met before not counting my cousins.

Dresses & heels. money & luxuries. *mmm mm*

I'm feeling very mean now but, somehow, i just cant be bothered.
-would you want me to break your heart like how you broke mine on valentine's day? i guess, it must have hurt real bad to have a taste of how you've made me feel. Thou, i ain't the one who have done that to you, i'm really sorry bout it. But, if it wasn't for you, i wouldn't know people like you existed in this world. Thanks a million to have my heart broken few mths back & now, i've a better live while you're having a bit of how you've made me feel. what comes around goes around. one day, you'll deserve what you deserve & you'll get what you made others get from you. what would you choose? to have make others feel happy & deserve what you deserve or, made others suffer & make a grave mistake in your life?

-nics-

Labels: Sometimes when i'm free i wonder who'll i marry. (: HAHA.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;