Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

only daily dose of panadol can do the miracle; having to put my mind to rest for a lil while. Only if the doctor has daily dose of stress pills, stop shopping & spending money pills or whatever that can be thought of, i'll be a regular in the family clinic :).

it's been rather cold lately, everybody's falling sick. whereelse, i'm having major mood swings. i can change my mood any time. be it happy, sad, angry, depressed yadayda.... all can be changed in an hour's. amazing enough. now, i need a hug... my best freinds' & my boyfriend's.

Baby YY : rmb... i'll always be here & the door's always opened when you need me. it's ... a call away.& i miss you very very much.*barney's hug*

i've gotta do some catching up. Y

My sweetheart renessa:

Please be free so angela & i can go down to whatever place, maybe starbucks, to do some catching up coz i've got lots of things to tell you both since sch & tuition has been taking up so much of my time. ): I love you alrights, so much. ((: you're com crashed!! *screams*

Miss hazel sweetie:

you're an idiot you want your whole name to fill up my post ):

you've been spending so much of fucking time with your boyfriend you barely know where's nicole!! We better go out & act like retards one day (: ... like the woman in the bear shorts (x. hahahah. it's not an option... it's a must to meet you be it for lunch/ dinner. Soo, plsss.... be free freee & be nice nice to meet nicole! =D

Bryan ass:

you? same lah horzzx? it's either you're not free or i'm not free BUT, you're not free lately coz, you've been dating your ex out. make up your mindzzxz... if you really want her back, go for it ONLY, if you're giving your 100% if not, don't okay? you'll hurt her ... (: . You're very busy for some reasons which i couldn't think of. coz... at the moment you don't have sch yet & you're not planning to work either. so, i don't see any reasons why you're soo busy busy beeeee! We're meeting up asap & i've alrd planned what we're gonna do... it's always me you knw?! rawrr. let's take pretty pretty vintage pictures (: not your face or mine... but, the surronding's (: ... yeapppe, OH... PLS.... pls do ask pretty along if she's free coz, i've not been seeing her for ages.

Ben ong:

Someone told me he'll get back to me coz he was having sch. & it ended up that you had sch till 8am in the morning when i received your msg?! no wonder you've been so busy that everytime we said we had to catch up, we end up not catching up -.-. liar!!!! you forgot bout nicoleeeeeeee )): . please okay! it's been how many months ago since we've seen each other? UH? you plan everything & call me if you wanna meet up. i still got your friednster stuff to finish! clap hands &amp;amp;amp; be proud., coz you're name appeared here AGAIN. i;ve got a heart (:.

Bong! (: :

How have you been!!!

It's been pretty long since i've attended church & it's been duper long since we've met up! I know you miss my crazy-ness. (: *shakes ass * HAHAHAH. my favourite coz i cnt seem to stand still =D. we shall meet up soon for lunch / just chill . so, i can do my shake ass action . HAHAHA.Ask christine along as well okayyyy ! i miss her teheheheh. i knw you miss mezxzx! dnt deny (: i'll drop you a msg when i'm free & you shall drop me a msg as well when you're free. BONG BONG BONG! billa =P

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Some fucked up idiots just never knw their limits. Their eyes jsut dnt seem to dare to look into yours. how sad? they dare to gwak at you when you ain't looking & when you turn, they just pretend to look to the other direction. If you dnt have the guts, dnt stare (: . Why even bother to stare & get yourself unwanted attention/ unwanted trouble when you cant even seem to face what's before your eyes. or, maybe i;ve mistaken, that's the only way for you to get attention from others. Ouch. don't try too hard.

-nics-

Labels: some of your selfish acts.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;