Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

i miss baby badly ):

It's been a rather busy week so far... the thought of skipping sch never creeped up my mind coz everyday, there's bond to have smth impt in sch. like.. .checking of papers etc. yeah well, i could have just skipped sch, forget bout my results & sleep the whole lot at home but, mum would probably skin me alive if i pretend to be sick again. she's been complaining too much bout me getting numerous Mcs, spending money unwisely on medications when i could have saved up & get sth more useful. oh wells 9: ... this are things that you do when your young. Mcs, skipping sch & it follows a whole list. When you're finally an adult, you wouldn't have that on mind anymore & feasibly, you'll laugh at what you did when you were young... that's life ain't it? (:

I got back almost all of my papers & i've been improving much more than i've expected. i'm really happy bout it. so, yeah...

Have you ever thought how you'd feel if you're married & suddenly lose your husband? Well, probably the emotional pain is unexplainable like a knife being stabbed into your heart twisting it to a clockwise direction or even counterclockwise just to make sure that wound is fatal. The thought of loosing someone whom you've planned to spend your whole lifetime with will never hit you till it ally happens. & i've never thought that it would happen to someone close to mummy. I've heard bout ple who aren't related to me dieing coz ofan accident, plane crash, what so ever... but... not this...

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;