Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Saturday, August 25, 2007

i'm... not going to stuff myself with food coz that diet list is still stuck on my pin board while those sexy pictures motivates me to have that kind of bod. (dream on ) (: .

I'm not going to have those drink along sessions & start yelling to everyone " DON'T LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT or, DON'T TOUCH MY PHONE!" okay, maybe we'll get lil drink along sessions with girlfriends when i really feel like it But, we'll have salad party first. Then , hunny ange & nessa darhling, we'll indulge ourselves with starbucks & cigss that's none for hunny. I'll treat you to eat awfully chocolate cakes when you're well, i promise (: . &, bryan dumbass, i'll get my psp mod as soon as possible wehn i get the time. Thanks for those demoralizing yet strengthening words you'e talked me into... i listened, yes i did.

Don't ask what's going on, ange & nessa will know of it only...coz i dnt want to pick it up again...not that i want to avoid things but, i'm really tired of getting up with that bloodshot eyes, crying... all, just coz of one fucking thing. i dnt want to waste myself away. i'm just too tired to put up with everything now. Even if it comes to family & parents... i have no thought of enduring anything that they want to throw at me... i'll just throw it back at em. not very nice.... but, i really have no mood to ... i've got a hard week, a tiring day... i'm tired... mentally & physically. i'm wrned off, turned off by everything in this world. please go watch license to wed. it has a moral. & i admit that it was gd.

i'm... tired

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;