Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Will someone please tell me I'm okay

I wasn't prepared for what's to come

I never thought that this could go

And take me away from all I know

And leave me to think I'm on my own.

If you made a choice to really choose what you think will be better, drop me a msg. i wldn't talk to you at this moment when i've already cried so much yet you just sat there stone cold, emotionless. i'm not going to cry infront of you anymore. Not infront of one who is emotionless infront of my eyes when i begged & sulk like a baby. you knw nothing bout the importance of you in my life... nothin bout the importance of me in your life that you need so long to find out bout it. you're suggestion aren't suggestion... it's something you want to do & left me with no other option. you said it's too late when we haven't even agreed on anything. It's all to your benefit isn't it? i don't get anything frm that whole period of time. You're being so selfish. it sets me thinking on how much you love me.

Angela hunny & nessa darhlinhqzxx worhqx(:

i'll buy the eggs & bring the both of you along. Thanks for being there to tell me that you both are gonna stand by me in wahtever decisions i'm going to make. You've always made me feel much better after smth major happens to me. i know,you both are people whom i can trust, sometimes more than my family & i know too, you both aren't just normal people in my life...not people who'll turn their backs on me. (: i love you ... alot alot to the max. =D pls take care, you're sick & i bet you're still asleep . yadayda!

I'm sick according to my mum. that's why i'm not in sch. My eyes are nicely red. i woke up with it. & i'm going to see renessazxzxz twitzxzx coz sh'll bring me to the docs to get an mc (: i ran out of panadols & i need something that'll make me sleep peacefully.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;