Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Monday, September 03, 2007

Blog entries has been short, life has been busier & busier.

Finally i'm able to stop myself for awhile, look down at my sneakers & ask what do i really want from this life after all this that i've walked thru. time has been passing rather fast since the day i stepped into my secondary sch. I still could remember those days when i get caught by my teachers for my uniforms, socks, shoes, pierceings & of course... something i'll never forget; those times when i used to use a penknife to slit myself. (: ... funny isn't it... it still lingers in my head.

I'll be getting my O lvl art coursework paper next term when sch re-opens. & i'm not really sure if i'm prepared for what's going to come out of the paper. Thou i have 9 months to prepare, coursework is not something you can do last minute... &, i'll probably be busy working on it once i get it... coz time never waits for you. (:

Today's a day i've been looking forward to coz i've spent my whole day with my two wonderful best friends who has been there to talk to me bout thigns that i'm having problems with. We caught Ratatouille which was a super good movie. i would't mind catching it again coz, it's that good! Thou somethings happened, i'm really happy today coz of my best friends. They got me standing & running & eating! i feel so sinful after munching so much of shit into myself. i swear it's not vege, it's OILY!!!!. But, it was mother fucking good (: ... i'm gonna work out. soon. .

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;