Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Saturday, September 08, 2007

I think my grannies are the cutest thing i've ever seen, i should wake up early more often on weekends to talk to them or smth (:

It's 8Am & i'm barely awake i'm sitting on the chair staring in front of this desktop typing this post but my mind's still in wonderland. my brain's barely working coz, if you're right beside me... you'll probably be irritated with the way i type... my hands are... slow ): ...

So, waking up early in the morning wasn't so bad... i woke up at around 6 & heard pitter patter outside the window then, i decided to get back to sleep coz, who doesn't like sleeping on rainy DAYS?! Just as i was having the worst nightmares ever (like always i've been getting diff types of wierd dreams), my mum pulled me out of bed. I had to bathe, get changed yadayadayada. since i still had time before everyone wakes, i decided to on the computer & transfer every picture we took ytd to the computer & maybe mail it to all of them (: i love them so much <333333.

Yesterday was the sex. We finally had a gathering of the complete 6 of us & i really enjoyed those talks, stupid dancings, nonsensical crap & ... the most, all of you people's company. You guys are more than anything i've ever wanted in life & nothing beats you all (: Coz, there's smth unexplainable between the connections we have for each other. Thou we've beenlacking behind recently, this gathering had brought us closer to each other <33.>

I still smell like barbequed beef. wooots.

P.S. i'll send you all the pictures when i upload it... i feel lazy now =P

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;