Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.
Monday, September 17, 2007


I'm tired. both physically & mentally. i've been in a daze since i came back home. i wasn't concentrating much during my tuition thou i told myself very hard that i had to listen for the sake of getting better results. Today was fine coz majority of my subject teachers weren't in school so we had quite a few periods of free time... when i say free time, i usually use that time to sleep coz i've been lacking behind. But, i decided not to sleep since my mum gave me hell this morning when i was in her car. i disagreed on going back for holidays coz i claimed that i wanted to study. all she told me was:" if you want to study, you'll start now". i guess i realise there were alot of things i wasn't clear bout for biology reasoning to me sleeping in class... so, i took that time to read through my bio book. Bio's interesting but it's the teacher that makes it all boring, really. sometimes i really wonder what am i going to do with my life after my major exam next year. i'm not sure if i'm ready to see what's coming next. i'm just afraid.

i do not understand a word my teacher uttered on acids & bases during chem. i need help in that & also plants transport system. anyone? (:

After school was wonderful coz i headed to the airport to meet nessa darhling along with ange hunny. we had alot for lunch & i had a great time with them (: .

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.


Paint a portrait of you & I-;


You get older & blame becomes to shame.
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.


I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.


I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.


I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.



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