Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Math test was hell. i knew how to do all the qus but i couldn't concentrate.
Day was not fine, i find some people very judgemental & all they do is judge the book by its cover, judge that person when they dnt even knw how that person's like.

i fought with bryan coz we had different views of some matter which really upset me by those words he used. i just couldn't really believe it but, he said sorry. for once, i have no need to say sorry before that person says sorry & i'm really happy that he said sorry. so, i guess it doesn't really matter now.

B & i had a lil arguement over somethings but, i've promised not to pick it up again... he too agreed but he still seems a lil unhappy with me coz of some words i used on him earlier. i guess, i was insensetive & judged it too fast... i took a bath after a long day & i realised that... there were alot of things i didn't hear thru this morning... then i found things i never saw.

coz i know how much i love him, calvin. & nothing's going to bring me down.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;