Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Saturday, September 29, 2007

Then, i closed my eyes & saw everything fell back into place. I'd really like to take a breath from this fast paced world...

the four walls are closing on me & all that i hear from this half emptied room is... the sound of my heart beat, the rain drops splattering against my window pane & ... the voices of my grandparents. I don't have no idea why i'm feeling the way i am feeling. You were the first thing that came up my mind when i wake from my bed & i miss you, very very much. i'd love to be by yourside every moment, i hope you feel the same too.

I feel sad yet angry with what this world has shown me yesterday. Some people can be so self-fish, some people can be so nice & some... can be so strong. both my grandpa's are sick... one is in hospital & dad has to book an urgent flight back to hk tmr to attend to him. i'm scared. i don't know what to do.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;