Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Thursday, October 11, 2007

i can't concentrate, i can't remember, i can't help by think of everything.

it's my last writting paper & i'm supposed to be happy about it however, the scence of happiness seems pretty far away from where i'm standing at the moment. I feel the walls closing on me & i feel a narrow path which i'm unable to cross through. I've been studying, yes... but nothing seems to be going into me, i've tried my best for my past few papers but it feels like as if i've put in minimal effort into it though i've tried my best...

I just want that few words to fall out, i know it but i just wana hear it.

Labels: it's not the quantity, it's the quality.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;