Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.
Tuesday, October 16, 2007




It’s been pouring since afternoon & I hope that it’ll continue till tmr so I’ll have an excuse to skip 6.30am lonely yet boring bus rides in the morning. I’ve been feeling rather inactive lately due to all those exams that’s been draining a lot all of my energy away day by day like a hunting spirit sucking up the soul within me.

It’s really relieving to open the surprises in the boxes of the after exams period. I’m really glad that those torturous days are over… which, on the other hand, also means…. No more mugging, moaning or groaning on how stress you are (:
Since exams had been a rather long period of time, I’ve decided to take off from sch trying to look “sick” & stuff which always gets me to my destiny; not attend sch. Every year has been the same hasn’t it? No body has the mood to attend sch once the yr end’s exams are over. I, myself don’t see the point either. However, it’s a total different case this year. I’m unable to skip sch for tmr, Thursday or Friday mainly because I’ll be skipping sch for the funeral in Hk from next mon-wed. honestly, I’d rather attend sch than fly back to hk for the funeral coz… I kind of hate planes nowadays. + I’m unready to see / feel the atmosphere over there.

Today was my last paper as mentioned… art & oral. I managed to finish up my paintings before the time was up which was a surprise coz I never thought that I’ll be able to finish it since there were quite some details I had to fill in for that picture of mine. Well, it turned out fine so, I’m not really as worried as how much I’m worried for my other papers. It’s been spinning around my mind what if I’m to retain next year or what if I’m forced to drop one subject on my list. It’s pretty horrible & difficult to face it .. but, it’s really better to be prepared rather than being hit by such bad news so… afterall, exams are exams… when they’re over, you’ve got something else t think bout; results. *looks down at feet* Before art was oral which has made me realise that I could speak a lot if there was a topic I’m able to speak bout. (: & after everything, it was lunch with ange & nessa at parkway. I was really contented because it’s been quite long since the three of us set at starbucks & stuff =D .

I’m feeling really tired thou I had a long nap after I reached home from parkway…that’s probably because of art. Nevermind bout that, what’s more important is that… I found out that if mac’s coke were to be stored in the carton cup for too long, it’ll start to taste like those detergents you use to wash toilets. Not that I’ve tasted them but… you know how it goes don’t you? It just tastes funny & it’s disgusting me making me have2nd thoughts bout leaving mac’s coke on my fav drink list. Im rather picky when it comes to certain drinks. For example coke… I’ll refer only mac’s & those packaged in cans…nothing else. Burger king’s coke doesn’t even taste like coke. There’s a difference between mac’s coke & the others. That only applies if you’ve been paying attention on the different coke you drink (: .

Talking bout food, I’ve been eating lots of fast food lately & I’ve gained 1 kg or even 2. Cutting down in process. However, cutting down doesn’t mean a total stop of exploration in food. I found out that ig’s heaven’s chocolates are packaged in really cute packages & I think it tastes good. It’s new Zealand chocos man!

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.


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Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.


I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.


I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.


I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.



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