Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Monday, October 29, 2007

Nightmares & stupid sch.

Everyone knows that the holidays are here but, i've got extra lessons (: ohh ... yeah ... in ever listened. i was sleeping ... i pretended to listen anyway. it doesn't really much bother the teachers coz they'll never stop talking. TEACHERS!

Wasn't exactly happy for what's been happening ytd night + today morning.

Unpicked the so called "short" sch uniform resulting to a Long maiden dress, Credits to DM for ripping that thread off my uniform forcing that long hidden cloth to be revealed. - Happened the next moment after I've been welcomed by the cold winds of winter from inside the sch. She should check out the skirts they sell in far east or rather, those in the clubs. Probably then she'll realise my uniform can never be placed in the short category. Bitched for about 5 mins on how could that shit happen on a monday morning until i got a thread & a needle to make my uniform all right again. However, to my amazement, i hd problems handling the needle & thread. it was a total whore i swear &, i've got no idea how i got into the state of devastation whereby i had to ask a friend to help me sew it back. No explanation , just happened. It's pretty stupid to start off a monday morning like this.

Had an extra full lunch with ange, nessa + mel after sch. i could feel myself gaining... weight of course .

After which was nicki's house then after a while ... home.

A huge major disagreement came in place with mum & i . I have no intentions of going back to Hk in the holidays coz i really want to study & do some catching up on this year's work since it's going to be a rather fast year in 08. Mum, of course, never agreed on that mainly coz we always always always go back every year. whatever it is, aunt's negotiating with her & hopefully, i'll be able to stay in sg. (: well, the chances are pretty high ...even my tutor agreed with me.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;