Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Saturday, November 17, 2007

uvbhdfoivbj! I'm seeing voldie.

“I can't keep coming back to you Every time you're in the mood To whisper something sweet in my ear “

I don’t want to wake up to realize that it’s too late to do the things I’ve always wanted to do. Gotta take what you can these days coz there’s so much ahead. Packing my bags heading for a holiday, come home with a smile reminding myself that the very last thing I want in life is someone to break me down again. I’m sorry coz it’s not forever that I’m gonna have a scrapped knee. I’m sorry but no one would get that chance to see me that way…not this moment at least. The last thing everybody needs is someone to break them down (: .

All emotions mixed up like a mix tape.

Maybe i ain't the reason to your traffic in your brain. maybe it's just you. Or maybe, it's another reason. You told me you love me first then threw your heart into reverse. Leave me alone & get out of my face. It's not my fault you couldn't face me, you took up every choice, every decision. i'm sorry but i tried, & this was what i got from you; a slap back to reality. Fall bitch, fall was what you told me right down my face. Snap. just snap. cry, cry infront of the mirror. Don' crawl into my skin. Don't pretend you know, coz you don't.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;