Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Sunday, November 04, 2007

wasted.

Ange+nessa.

i love you very much. Thu i was physically high, i knew what was going on ytd... i knew you called him & thanks for everything even when he hadn't picked up thse calls. it's okay i guess, i love you both very much & you know that as well. i'm sorry if i've hurt the both of you ytd when i was crying & stuff. I knew it was ugly & i knew how much the three of us told each other that there's always someone better out there however, till this stage of life, i'm just afraid that those few words couldn't fall out of my mouth for myself to hear anymore. The reason is... that. The one i've told you yesterday. I'm sorry. Thanks for being there all the time when i needed someone to talk to. I love you both so so much. <33

Mel.

Don't cry anymore. I understand that it can be difficult at this period of time however, when time washes away your wounds, things wld be fine alright... it's nt something u can hurry. just be strong. there's a rainbow after every storm.

calvin,

I'm sorry if i've been too much ytd night... i dn't mean to get by your way if you wanted your alone time. i just... needed you there, like all along.

it's okay nw that i knew i've done my best.

chapter closed.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;