Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.
Tuesday, November 27, 2007


what have i done to you to have you to do this to me?
I don't owe anyone an explanation on why i hve plans. i'm so.. fucked . aren't you glad now? You did a great job bringing yourself down right infront of my eyes &, of course people who do not know you personally; my best friends .
If you give no damn bout it, i wouldn't give a damn bout it as well.
I wouldn't say hate, i'll say dislike maybe? . You understand as much as an acquaintance knows me. Just by the look of the eye, you live through to pretend to understand me.ouch.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.


Paint a portrait of you & I-;


You get older & blame becomes to shame.
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.


I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.


I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.


I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.



Chains;


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