Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Monday, November 05, 2007

"what you gain from your heart is what you gain from yourself"- quoted by tim.

The freakish scars are soon going to be revealed on the surface of a clean, smooth skin. causing it to remain as scars in days to come. & with each scar, a story is told. have people asking why did you do it t yourself? do you think it's worth it? Don't!!! yadayadadada.. sry, but sometimes, physical pain heals the emotional pain.

So fucking sry, you barked up the wrong tree.

Ytd's bed seemed a lil unreasonably hard + cold. Every word which kept me awake was every word that fell out of muths belonging to you, ange, nessa etc. I stole a glance from every cuddly creature that lay on my bed & of course, the utterly cute one which sits on my table. the onse that i recieved from you drove mw back to every stage we went thru. i'm sure you'll feel the same if you'd taken out every single ____ i've given you. However, i willingly withdrew myself from those thoughts that kept growing in my mind... amazingly, with every glance i took, the pain unknowingly disappeared.

One after another. the grainy pictures imaged you & i... don't ask why you've pushed, don't ask why i've given. i wanted to... oh, i guess...

Today was pretty indecisive + wide awake day. i'm so glad i wasn't aslp during my bio periods. i was never aslp the whole sch day in actualy fact & i enjoyed every bit of sch coz ange was beside me.

After sch was lunch with ange & nessa, i'm going for morning jogs frm wed onwards coz lately, i've been comsuming too much junk.

<-Fish lips his mouth nt tired ah, smile so long?"

"nicole laugh like the glass squeeky clean"!!!

It's all an inside joke only ange & nessa knows... i fucking laughed myself off =B.

no dinner for the day. * skips ard*

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;