Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.
Monday, December 31, 2007


08's in a few mins time.



07 has been a great year & i've learn alot from what i've went through. I don't blame anyone for all the pain that i've gone through but i want to thank all those who were there for me since day .



Renessa & ange.
Hello best friends. Another year has gone & we've been together for 6 years already. We've been going thru alot tgt & i believe that there's more to come. I promise you both with every piece of my heart that i'll be there nomatter what. I remember every silly talk bout "oh my goodness, i grew fatter again", " ehh we're all turning one year older, i can't wait to be 18, 21." or, " I need fking diet, i'm like a balloon now." I love you very much. Remember all those heart breaks & heart aches we saw each other going thru? you guys have seen me grow & i've seen both of you grow. It's lovely to see what both of you've became today. You're lovely in anyway & everyway. The world doesn't matter now that you guys are around me.We'll last till the end of time.


Sotong.
Best friend. thou we've known each other less than 6 years, i believed that we've gone thru alot as well. you've seen me cry, laugh &... drunk. i'm so sorry i even puked on you. HAHAHA! But whatever it is, i'm really glad we've crossed paths. It's a new year, new begining. study hard (: ! Nicotine gums aren't a big help so, i've decided to bring organic food along so, i can diet & control my cravings for nicotine at the same time. Good idea ehh ?

Moose, Terence, ganesh, Jason, Omar, Shaq.
Thanks again for everything. i know i've said it many times but, i'm going to say it again. Thou we've known each other less than a year or so, i'm really glad i've met all of you. & i definately will not forget what happened the first time we met ... I'd really wuldn't make it home wihout all of you(: . i got that motorbike on my table already :b. Rock on okay... We'll last =D. Terence, thanks for being my motivation (: & that poem you composed yourself was... HAHAHA.

Bryan.
EEEEEEEEhhhhh. you broke your leg :B! . i feel so mean saying that. but, it's true? HOHOZXZX.Firstly, i'd really want to thank you for always being free to actually talk to me on the phone & stuff. Secondly, i'm so thankful for all those times when you came dwn to whereever i was just coz i felt unhappy. Thirdly, i'm sorry bout what happened to your ... leg & YL. pls, it's a new year so, new person to go after. you've been after her for how many years already? i'm really impressed by your hardwork but, she just isn't he one. Pls enjoy NS-ing. thanks for waking me up when i was still dreaming & contradicting myself bout my ex.

Johnathan ng.
IIIIIIIIIdiot. You're in m'sia & you'll only be back like... ... Anyway, thanks for being there when i cried & stuff. esp when i broke up, you were talking to me on the phone & everything. You kind of shoo-ed all those stuff i fear + you comfort me in every way you can even thou you're in a bad mood. I'm so sorry i've shown a lil of attitude here & there. I'm really glad for all those late night talks & stupid jokes + bitching & everything. i love your tattoo.!


Benedict.
You're resolution would be... getting that girl & ... waiting for your gucci wallet from me. Then one of my resolutions would be getting ben a wallet?! (: ... Thanks for cheering me up just now & sending me that song i've always wanted. hohohozxzx.! ...

Calvin.
You're doing duty in camp on new year's eve & i really have nothing to say bout it coz, i could hear the both of us bursting into laughter like how we used to be before we got together. it's nice to have you to call & wish me a happy new year. i'm really sorry you had to do duty tonight & couldn't enjoy. But, i guess, you're having fun in camp anyway (: .

New year's resolution : One of em will be cutting dwn & stuff. i got motivation HAAHA. (:

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.


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You get older & blame becomes to shame.
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.


I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.


I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.


I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.



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