Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Monday, December 31, 2007

It was a dream in a dream & i never thought i could pull myself out of that bed till i muttered something & right infront of my eyes was a piece of picture of my surrondings & something demonic haunting the heart of mine, filling thoughts into my mind & taking the soul to wander. Couldn't scream, couldn't move...I thought i was awake but noone could hear me. Till i mumbled those words "God, where are you" That was when the second dream went away & left my body still laying in the first dream..Feeling the soul of mine parting the body; leaving it stone cold. The demon there was pulling it out like an evil one trying to take a soul. sucking it clean. I saw that soul smiling at my beloved mum's direction & i felt the evilness in it. Then... i said Our Father two - three times still i had the chance to be fully awake again. I almost ... died.

Labels: The evil in wonderland.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;