Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Saturday, December 15, 2007

sometimes, i dnt understand why i used to hurt myself just to show a guy i love him. Now that i'm off that shit, i could noly laugh everything off & when i encounter someone who used to be like me, all i can say is...:" fucking dumb fucks... the more u do it. the more they take you for granted. just leave." then,, that is when i get all the "but i love ... very much . i think ... will love me back." yeah they will... but nt when they dnt realise everything you've done for him/her.

Some do ... but some just dnt. & sadly, for my case... almost all of em didn't reaally realise (: ... aww.

that's why i always say.... i just want a man that'll love me more than his... whatever.

hohohzxzx. moose & every other dummies aren't online. only my nessa is... the one that says " oh come back lah i miss my blonde nicole." or smth lidat... (:

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;