Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Friday, December 28, 2007

SSSSSSSSoooooooo, maybe nicole's in love with someone.

I just reached sg & voldie, ange, alicia, sheryl, sotong, kelly, terence, ganesh & omar came to fetch meee. i swear i was so happy that i screamed & ran to voldie's arms when i saw all of em. The trip was enriching. coz, i learnt alot of things from my family & sometimes, you jsut gotta be mean to people who never appreciated how nice you were towards them. well... (:

I have to unpack my bags & clean my roooom.... i hate it... & to finish off the day, my mouse spoilt so, i'm using some fucking USB cabled wireless mouse when my other un-wokring mouse is simply... wireless. i know, so much of complaning isn't it? i feel dog tired. but, i still have the energy for a fag & heart to heart conversations with my best friends (:

I got over smth i never thought i could get over. everyone shld know what it is . All i want back now is... everything you have that's mine. okay... not exactly everything but... a few. Then, after i get back my stuff, you can lead your own .... what can i use... fucked up way? maybe? a lil too mean yeah? sometimes i just don't feel sorry for the mean things i say or do ... coz sometimes, some people deserve that. ouch. *snaps fingers back to reality* this is the world & this IS life. i dnt want to be nice to you since you're soooo fucking self centered all along.

& then , along came fish lips who thinks she's so hot... whyyyyy? coz, she got boobs that probably weight 2-3kg & the big big gold fish eyes. it makes me want to puke. call my jealous coz appreantly, some guys like girls with big huge boobs . but noo, i don't want it taking too much of space. it's not that i'm so against her looks. it's okay if she looks like... that but have a good character/ personality/ attitude however, she thinks so highly of herself, she looks down on people. i don't understand. tsk. i'm too knackered to even continue bout the twat.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;