Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Friday, January 11, 2008

I feel so tired but i don't seem to be able to fall aslp. School was the usual timming 7.25 am - 6pm. it's pathetic & i guess that's the reason why i feel so drained out.

I'm yawning every minute & i have to admit that my eyes will give way any time. I've became an art piece for angela to draw on. appreantly, i've got a few i love you & a huge amount of smiley faces drawn on my leg. Scrubbing em off didn't work much coz all that happened was: the ink just faded on my skin!

after sch was gladys's house. It's really nice to see some familiar faces smiling at me while i entered the warm room. birthday girl turned 16 & had her boyfriend to celebrate it together with her. It's damn sweet to see em singing & taking pictures together right infront of the birthday cake. i know it sounds cheesy but, it's pretty(: ...

i love people & i lvoe talking. omg im so tired im saying random stuff.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;