Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Friday, January 04, 2008

Sometimes you can never refrain from those juicy gossips you hear frm every other classmate you see around sch however, once you get involved in it, it's a story that never ends. Weeks & weeks of bitching seems like a bore but, sometimes you get so involved in it, your world revolves round nothing but gossips of This & that & this & that. You never get the chance to run out of the gossip coz you do, sometimes, get a lil too interested in it.

There's no better way to spoil the day other than these words :" Girls, your o levels are coming soon & we have to finish this syllabus by MAY." Hell... May, it's only five months before may emerges from the surface of 08. With the public holidays & weekends striked out, there's only about four months to actually finish the syllabus of every subject that everyone has to take for O lvls. It's like a speed race & i believe that i'm behind time. I've got 8 mths to do my causework. 8 fucking months sound so long but noooooooo... It's just a snap of the fingers. Not only the art causework has to be accomplished by the end of 8 mths, there's other sunjects to revise + last years work. Art causwork was supposed to be accomplished by the end of 10 mths but, the obdurate MOE had to cut it down to 8 mths & push the o lvls forward. I feel so pressurized yet i'm still sitting behind the screen posting this up.

I'm so reluctant to get my sch handbook coz i believe that it's a waste of money. i never had the habit of reminding myself of what to bring to sch the next day & i never plan to remember anything on my journal since i've already got a planner. However, very sadly, poor me, i've got no choice but to get it because, they had all the event planned out on the calander in my journal. It sucks. I wished time could go slower so i'll have enought time to revise & worj everything out for O lvls.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;