To tim: (i feel like screaming at you)

Please stop fucking calling me as & when you like to. I'm not your doll & i don't even want to entertain you when you're bored. if you'd been an honest & nice friend to me, i'll be really happy to talk to you but, it's the opposite way. i'm sorry i have to do this. Yes im mean when you've been mean towards me. i hate you. i hate you to the very core. So much so that i think Jon might be much better than who you are infront of my eyes & behind my back. As a friend, there were so many lies you told & so many shit you've done. telling me this & doing the opposite. Maybe you could not believe that i'm doing this. i have no other way anymore. We're not a pair & i don;t think we'll ever be coz i've seen how you can really be. Don't tell me you do not have a girlfriend when someone saw you holding hands with a girl ard town. There's eyes everywhere tim, i swear. Just stop it... If you thought that i was going to be the right one, i'm telling you this... I'm not. & it goes same to me, you're not the one. i'm sure we'll meet many other people out there & i can be very sure that things might change. However, for the time being, i dn't want you invading into my stuff & calling me as & when you like to. i've got enough of your shit & i've told you over & over again, there's someone on my mind already. I do not know if he feels the same but, i know i do have smth for him. that's it... inside my eyes, for so long, you've never been a good friend. So much for being a better friend than Jon. seriously, as a friend, i used to put up with all your rich kid shit attitude. i'm sorry if you're going to throw your face like that, i don't think anyone is ever going to like you for who you are. Just reflect on it.
I'll repeat it again.
: Do not pester me & cal me or tell me, i'm the one for you or, you're the one for me. there's someone on my mind already. I do not knw if he feels the same but, i know i've got smth for him. I'm sorry i have to use such harsh tones... but i can't tolerate it anymore.