Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Friday, February 15, 2008

He was sweet, like... brown sugar, bottles of sweet. yeah whatever you can think of. Ants would come..

The excitment builds up as the surpirse unfolds itself. & the faint lines of a smile was shown on that face. Before ironing those crinkled bedsheets, i reprospected what happened that night. It was beautiful. He made 14th so wonderful.

Soccer got my lathergic ass moving& now, my legs are aching so badly that o can hardly bring myself to walk.

After sch was a few fucking fag i craved for & then, pp's.

I've got a best friend who literally starts a conversation with justin bobby ( her damn fish) & expects it to acknowledge her voice. To convey softly so as to avoid the fish from getting earless. i love you so much for talking to a fish. it's one in a million that a human would name it's fish/furniture or even talk to her best friend telling her to soften her tone down so as to prevent the fish from getting deaf.

EH BEST FRIEND, YOU LOVE ME MORE OR YOU LOVE YOUR FISH MORE? why don't i get a turtle & start talking to it while it nibbles on it's stupid vegetable. HEHEHE. we'll see who talks more to their pets eh? screw turtle, i still love you for being so... ... to talk to justin bobby. takes alot of courage to actually talk to something that'll never respond to you in public. (:

"He was the cause of those grimly days to dissappear, he drew a rainbow in my sky & brought a brighter sunshine. "

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;