Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

I guess it never got to you that it'll hurt. Not when you were on the line. Not when i just pretended. I guess some things are jsut meant to be taken for granted & nothing really bothers you as much as it bothers me. i don't know if it's me or just me but, i've been feeling rather cranky & tired for the past few days. maybe it's my period that's approaching. maybe it's school or, maybe, it's just some other reasons which i've to search deep into my soul.

" so please, please dnt take everything as a duty of mine then take & run just to leave me behind."

I'm tired, i'm really really tired but what can i do?

It's the first time in a few months i felt the tears well up in my eyes. i forgot the last time i ever cried / teared or have something to do with teary eyes. oh..

I came pass this & i think it's really beautiful.
"nobody's life is filled wit perfect lil moments. & if they were, they wouldn't be perfect lil moments, they'll just be normal. How would you ever know what is happiness when you've not experienced the downs?"

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;