Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Melt away sweet lil nothing. I don't like the sight of your name being on my contact list but at the sametime, i realised we used to be friends, used to have something in common & i don't want to let what you did throw away what we had in the past.

It's funny how we drifted apart & it's funny how we never talk anymore. Some things constantly reminded me of you however, i avoid getting into deep thoughts & i happily let all those go to a waste coz i know no matter how hard we pretend nothing happened, i will not be able to do it. i don't take acting as my occupation. Maybe you do... i don't know.

Baby's watching soccer & i'm .. eating again. jelly this time. AHA *walks ard the house*

imisschewzxzx. I'm so glad i've found you.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;