Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

so i did, i did tremble under the blanket with thick heavey sobs. i stumbled on every word while searching through my soul for what seems to be bothering me. the search for somethine to cuddle was a long search in the living room. Everything seemed to be ignorant to the fact that there was a wandering soul searching for comfort. If sofas & coffee tables could talk, they'll probably say something like go to bed bloody fuck. Thank god the don't have mouths!

Settleing in with a blanket over me was the only hing i could think of. It was warm, welcoming & it always made me feel like as if nothing matters more than a good night's rest. but no! no, no. i had to tear myself apart by being coward for not being able to face the winter elements that came pass our lives every now & than. I see every light die down as i looked out the window & i realise some things were stressing me too much. Art was eating my life away like i ate meals. Sometimes, you just couldn't help it. could you?

I composed myself before dialing his number for the second time that night. Relieved to know that he's there & always will be. His warm embraced made me feel so.. right.

I'm going to eat ice cream & i'm going to feast tnight. For once in my weeks i'm ignoring teh fact that i have to finish up my sketches . (:

Labels: Life is about what you did that counts, not how long it lasted.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;