Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Friday, February 08, 2008

This post is ... angry ... so get the hell out if you're having a bad day coz i swear after you read it, it'll make you want to throw vases at me & you'll probably tell me stop complaining & do something bout it. Don't advice me shit when you can't advice yourself on HOW BAD YOUR DAY WENT. haha! I'm on fire like it or not!

Screw it .. i lost my memory stick & this fucking sucks. Maybe God is telling me to get a new memory stick with a bigger memory. ahh i like. *slurps* It's so funny sometimes people use God as an excuse.

I'm going to be a bitch. As in.. a real fucking bitch & i'm going to scream at anyone who provokes me. looks like I've got some packing to do again since i have to search high & low for that lil piece of shit that contains so much memories. It's not the memory stick i'm going after, it's the pictures! i wished i haad magic now.. Renessa ... MAGIC!!! I saaw my memory stick this morning but it's.... poooooof gone into thin air. IT'S IMPOSSIBLE MY CAMERA CAN SWALLOW THAT CHIP IN. nooooooo never. it it could, then Sony will be very happy to have a coustomer that constantly buys their product every... week. ohhh... I'm complainging yet im not doing anything bout it.. yet. My memory stick can't fall out of my camera coz the fucking grip is so tight even when i shake the damn camera with my memory stick half stuck in the memory stick compartment, it CAN'T FALL FUCKING OUT. Blind pussies. Now i've got a monster who eats memory stick? what's next? a dragon that eats my lighter?

The last thing i want now is someone to call/text/msn me & ask .. so how was your day? How much money have you collected? FOR FUCK'S SAKE I CAN'T VISIT THIS YEAR SO , STFU. now, i really want baby to be beside me.

What i get for searching for my memorystik is a stupid mother shouting at me!

I feel like punching her face. WTFFFFFFF. I WAS SEARCHNG FOR MY MEMORY STICK ... WHO THE FUCK WILL STAY CALM LIKE A DOG SLEEPING WHEN THEY LOST THEIR MEMORY STICK? I WOULDN'T! !@#$%^^()

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;