Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.
Thursday, February 28, 2008


Today's post will be:

FUCK YOU.


It's funny no matter how much they provoke you, you're still a family & nothing changes the fact that you all share the same roof above your heads. Even if you've settled down with some stranger whom you address as your husband, nothing changes the fact that you've shared most of your life chasing your sister/brother around the house just for that pair of scissors, arguing with them just to prove your point, or even, throwing your tantrum on them for god knows what reasons.

I don't know how everyone feels bout their family. however, i know very well how i feel bout my family. & honestly, i have to admit that my family falls in the middle rage. Not too bad & not too good. Just nice, maybe, that's what they call it. When was the last time you told your daddy you missed him? When was the last time you told your mum you loved her? Maybe it was just yesterday; maybe it was few weeks back, or even a few months ago. Mine was way back than when things weren’t as complicated & now, the vivid memories are growing vague. I forgot the soft embrace of my mother. I couldn't remember the time my dad told me he loved me & I just couldn't help the fact that they themselves forgot the fact that I still need them around me as I grow old.

They always say “ tell them you love them before it’s too late.” But how many of us really do it? Sometimes we, as kids are so busy with our everyday lives that we forget that they have a life too, they have their things to bother bout but that never stopped them from contributing to the family. Some things can be too late. It wouldn’t be too late if you start doing it now. So, will you? Coz I would…

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.


Paint a portrait of you & I-;


You get older & blame becomes to shame.
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.


I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.


I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.


I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.



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