Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Sunday, March 23, 2008

although i did my homework, i was praying so hard for my teacher to miss her schedules & forget about tuition today. Sadly, i failed miserably. she turned up before i could even run to my toilet to wash up.

This is You. This is Me. (:

"you using the com again"

"yesss, i'm blogging bout you."

"don't bluff.What you blogging about me?"

"i'm..saying you're very naughty."

"i shall see it ltr, i shall take a look at it."

"Okay."

"maybe tonight i'm not going back, i'm going to watch soccer at my friend's place."

"okay, i dnt care, you tell me before already whatttttt.!!"

"okay lor, you don't care, i hang up, BYEBYE."

"ehhhhh."

"you say you don't care what, then don't care you dnt need to talk to me already."

"*mumbles*"

"i'm having easter lunch."

"ohh, after you eat, you become an easter egg HAHAHHHHAHAHAahaha."

& this conversation trails off.

Counting the days, it's been 4-5 since I've seen you & your absence isn't something my heart's particularly fond of. I miss you ...

The phone lighting up with your name on the caller ID, the way you tease & the way you make me not want to hang up.

We could Lay like this forever, without a sound. Just you & i with your hair brushing against my face.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;