Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Friday, March 28, 2008

Hi, my name is nicole & i hate your tiny lil guts. you fucktard.

I haven't been free lately , haven't had the time to take meals regularly & i'm having a stomach flu. That's very bad. But on second thoughts, maybe it's a good lesson to learn from.

Today was haunted house preparation for tmr's family day. Let's put it this way... I love the way everything went even though we didn't have enough time & i hope everything's going to go well provided nobody pulls anything or accidentally hit something off the decorations. I'm so excited for tmr's ((: ... Now, i'm very hungry but once i eat, i'll have a bad stomach... how ? ...

these days have been mundane & boring but bestfriends never fail to make it brighter even when it seem too dark to even have a light at the end of the tunnel. the surface of my skin is melting & i could feel the pain under it. I've been too tired & i think it's eating me up slowly. I'm weary & i look like as if i just crawled out of bed even though it's time for bed soon.

Still, nothing stopped me from the late night calls which will last till the early mornings. iloveyou.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;