I'm back home, early. & for once, once after all these while that i've not been attending church, i've decided to turn up in church tomorrow.

I bet baby's sleeping... I'm getting more & more tired, more & more weary as each day passes.

So does it end with all the silent sulks of yours? All the time that you've wasted on him has gone unnoticed. So why? why do you still waste yourself away by drinking, smoking, playing cheap etc. just to get a point across to him when all he ever thinks bout will only be someone else. Did you really think it was going to be a happily ever after? Did you not think about the consequences when you were "enjoying" your wasted life? Did you really think he was gonna stick with you without a single lie? Maybe you'd say it's all a phase of life & whatever you both went through will keep everything stronger. I can't guarantee, no one will be able to. I guess you never did register whatever they've told you. You gotta fall hard to learn a lesson, Don't you? The heart felt sorry(s) everyone gave you will never be enough to mend your broken heart, everyone understands. However, that's all they can really do. After all that they've said, it doesn't really matter because you never did digest them, did you? I feel sorry, seeing/hearing from all that you've said. & i feel even more apologetic when i think of the words i want to tell you but not wanting to hurt you. so what are you going to do with the lil innocent infant? the infant's too young to know anything, too innocent to carry the wrong you both did. Don't harm it, will you?
Breathing the fresh air above me got me thinking bout lots of things. I wish i could tell you i didn't care but it's pretty impossible because the more i think of it, the more it gets onto me. It brings me to tears when i hear things i do not want to know. Can you feel it too?
When i'm with you i'll make every second count cause i miss you, whenever you're not around