Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Monday, March 31, 2008

It was different today, i promised myself to have only two pieces of bread after school but instead, i forced two bowls of rice down my throat regardless if i was hungry or not. The constant sharp pain that swims around my stomach appears every once in a while after meals & it'll only fall after several attempts of trying to lessen the creature that's been eating me inside out. The anti- biotic that has been given to me weren't helping much because all they ever do is make me shit everything i consume. Maybe it was caused by the improper meals i take everyday or maybe, it could even be the food that i have been consuming. I don't know what triggers these sharp pains. However, each time it comes, i'll have to stop everything that i'm doing & curl up into a ball. Sometimes, it explains why i never eat in school.

Today was a mad rush home. I got back on time. infact, earlier than expected & i completed my assignments for tuition.

There's mosquitoes in my PC room & there's a lizard somewhere near me. WHAT?! MY HOUSE JUNGLE AH? JUNGLE LIKE FUNFAIR LET THEM COME HERE COME THERE LIKE TO POP OUT & SCARE ME THEN SCARE ME... omg ): ... noooooooooooo *squeals*

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;