Loosing my mind just to find a place in your mind.

Sunday, April 06, 2008

Somethings don't go away, somethings just stay like a vivid memory. Like echoes from the past, trying to recover something that had already been lost forever. Be it a lost childhood or something money simply can't buy back.

Eyes brimming with tears, there was no way one could believe what it's ear percieved. At least.. not that. It's just a simple choice of believing or not. But how on earth can something like that slip away so easily? Who would have known it'll turn out the way it did? Who knew it got so bad that I was barely able to bring myself together again? There were so many things said yet unheard. I wish you heard it.

Who'll hold me when i cry now?

Labels: i did too much thinking.

YAs reality is crashing to the floor.

Paint a portrait of you & I-;

~~You get older & blame becomes to shame.~~
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?

I love starbucks with bestfriends. i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.

I'd love to experience everything in life. Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.

I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.

I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.

I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil. I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.

Chains;

Tender Words-;