“Tears whelmed up in the eyes of mine coz they’re too beautiful to not make me cry.”
We had a million questions about our life.
This goes to the wonderful people who had contributed so so much in my life. The ones that were there like a mother were to a child, the ones who have been there since forever & the ones whom saw the different sides of me & how I used to be. Who else could it be?; My best friends.
I’m sorry if I ain’t perfect & there are some things in life which I can’t live up to. I can’t do things all in the right way neither can I speak all the right words in certain situations.
I’ve gradually grown in this world of nothing less than chaos & unacceptable reality. But you all have been there, been there like the sun which will never let us down every morning. Been there like a light shinning through the darkness of the crowd so to let me know that everything’s going to be alright coz you’d be there even if this world falls apart on me.
Thanks for being there, thanks for everything that you have been to me, thanks for holding me up even when it seems impossible to pick myself up from the ground which I’ve fallen on. You mean more than anything to me & I promise, I’ll shine for you at your darkest hour.
All the major events that have already happened took a big part of me yet you all have always been there to ensure me tomorrow will be a better day & the sun is going to shine brighter as each day passes by. You know how much it means to me.
I remember all the small talks we had in star bucks, all the questions we had about life. Some answers were our consumptions while some aren’t even there. However, there’s an answer that’s definite & true; we’ll hold hands through this race of life & none of us will be left behind. We’ll finish this race together & we’ll walk through the walks of our lives.
Thanks for being so much to me.
Boyfriend:
“Like a diamond that stood out from all the gems.”
You’re more than just a boyfriend to me. You’re someone I’ve been searching for & you’re someone who’ve became part of me like how my best friends are a part of me. Thanks for tolerating me even when I was ignorant to the very extent. I never thought something like a concert could change me & the certain stereotypical thoughts of how a guy is. I understand some things aren’t shown on the surface of my skin neither are they shown in my words & I know that there’re some things which you’ll question no matter how obvious the answer is or rather, the umpteen times that I’ve assured you with the answer. I just want you to know how much you mean to me & I want you to understand that some issues aren’t up to us to decide. However, you need to know this… I’m not leaving, I’m not going to let myself slip away & I’m not going to let someone who loves me lose me. These are some choices I can make.
Like I’ve told my best friends, I’m not perfectly flawless & there are some things which I am unable to do the right way or even, do it in the first place. You’ve been more than just understanding, more than anything I’ve expected you to be.
Thanks for being you, Y.
You get older & blame becomes to shame.
Would you still love me if i was spastic, crazy, mad or...whatever?
I love starbucks with bestfriends.
i love my family, bestfriends, friends & i love my boyfriend.
I'd love to experience everything in life.
Try whatever seems crazily fun or stupid.
I don't live life to the fullest sometimes but to me, life seems like a movie. Everything happens so fast, ends so fast but at the same time, there're so many people in life that you treasure & never want to leave. i've never been perfect in my life. never once. i've never done anything exceptionally good however, i've got the perfect friends in life. i've got a beautiful boyfriend & i thank God for everything i've came pass.
I can be very crude, retarded & stupid at times.
I'm a mean bitch, whore, cunt whatever you want to call me if you make my blood boil.
I wouldn't acknowledge you on the streets if you did something to insult my friends & i. Infact, i'll probably hate you for life for what you did. Yes, very much HATE.